This is scary...

I get to ask a guy out on a date soon! Wahoo! >:(
Okay I like guys. Don't get me wrong. I like guys a lot. But all the times I've been on dates before, they've been with someone I knew... someone I was friends with already. Sometimes even someone who helped me plan the date.
SOMEONE WHO WASN'T SO SCARY!!
He's scary.
If any guys read this Blog, any guys at all, I would like to tell you something.
You scare us too.

My brother came to me today and said, "Nica, do girls get tongue-twisted around guys like guys get tongue-twisted around girls?"
I gaped at him. For HEAVEN'S sake. OF COURSE we get tongue-twisted. After we talk to particularly scary guys, we talk to each other about talking to guys and we torture ourselves over what we might have said wrong and whether or not they even want to be our friends.
I told him this. He then asked, "How am I supposed to tell if they're tongue-twisted or just don't want to talk to me?"
I had to think on that one. I laughed inside, then silently, then out loud. Ha ha ha how DO they tell? Sometimes we shun the guys we WANT attention from... for some reason. I don't know why.
Why do we do that?
Sometimes we even go talk to another guy just to get their attention. Or to see if they notice. I can't be the only one out there who does that. Can I?
Well. There's more than that in my brain, but I'm a bit lazy at the moment. So farewell, and enjoy my terrible grammar.