When people say their hearts are numb, I don't think that's what it really means. I think people... hide. You know that percent of your brain that we 'don't use'? I think that's where all the emotion goes. I think we put it in there so we don't have to feel it. You know? And then we trick ourselves into thinking we're not as upset as we are, and then when we can't stop thinking about it, we beat ourselves up, saying, "What would happen if you were REALLY upset, huh? If something this little bugs you THIS much, you couldn't stand a chance if something big happened." Even if what's happening is actually big. Yeah. We do that to ourselves. Or at least... we let it happen to us. I let it happen to me. I...
Never mind.
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