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I never thought I'd be in awe at my house. But here I am! I am in awe of everything and everyone around me, and everything and everyone around me is in awe of me. Because I'm so cool. Right? Yeah...
Seeing all this stuff is weird. It's all so familiar, and it's all so foreign. It's NOT like deja vu. It's more like 'Wow. This stuff actually exists in more than my mind?' But it's also a feeling of 'For some strange reason it feels like it's been awhile.'
I think the strangest thing, though, is my baby brother Z. I posted a couple of pictures of him a while back; you might remember them if you've been really following me. (That's all Blogs are. Stalking made easy.) He had light blonde, curly hair and gorgeous blue eyes and he was this little guy I could pick up with one hand without any form of trouble.

Well, his hair darkened. It lost its curl. He's big enough that to pick him up with one hand is getting awkward. And the worst part? His voice got deeper. My baby brother's voice got deeper! That's not supposed to happen until puberty! Except I know it does. Tear. He has a little boy voice now, instead of a baby voice. And it makes me very, very sad. And he says 'water' instead of 'wager'.
In my next post I'll do comparison pictures. Tear tear...